Rain Day

Day 4-

Don't get to walk today due to rain, disappointing but it's okay with me because I've been having this increasing problem with my ears.  I don't want to call it a cold because it's not normally how a cold feels to me.  However, my throat is all swollen up along with my ears and it hurts very badly to even swallow. There's just so much pressure and I was at the doctor just two weeks ago.  I'm not sure if this is just something that has to do with the weather or if I have some sort of sinus inflammation. It's really frustrating...

Work has also been frustrating as well; it seems every day there is more and more to do and no one to ever help.  My manager keeps telling me what a good worker I am and such but to me being a good worker feels like I get "punishment" by having to work all the holidays because I'm dependable.  I'm really upset about Easter, I work 1-9 pm with a new girl (it will be her first day) and I really wanted to go to my grandma's house with the rest of the family.  I didn't get to see them for Christmas, and now this!  But I have to stay positive that one day I will have a job that I love and I won't have to work weekends and holidays!